My brother and I have different dads but the same mom. We are both in college. When my lease ended at my apartment my roommate graduated leaving me there by myself. I couldn’t afford to pay double rent, so my brother said I could move in with him since he had a spare room in his apartment. I was only going to stay until his lease ended.
A couple months after I moved in he and I went out drinking with some friends. We danced together once. We weren’t completely drunk but just buzzed good. When we got back to the apartment we sat on the couch talking and laughing. We were talking about dating. Even tho I am his sister I dont think he is a bad looking guy but never really thought of him in terms of sex. But when I told him he was cute he said I was too. I didn’t know what to say and sort of laughed a little. He got close to me and started kissing my neck and the next thing I knew his hand was under my shirt. I took it off and just let him do whatever. I knew it was totally wrong but it also felt good in a weird way, too. We ended up taking our clothes off and having sex on the couch.
I know it is sick but it felt good and not just physically. We did it a few more times but not unless we went out to the bars first, like it was our excuse because we could say we were drunk. We never were tho. We finally started having sex just whenever. Now the thing is I think we are sort of like in this weird relationship. I really like him as a person. He is a totally good friend to me, too. We sleep together a lot now and dont always have sex. A lot of times we just sit and cuddle on the couch and talk.
We have never kissed. I want to but am too scared. I know that is stupid because we are having sex so how could it be worse. If he was not my brother I could totally see myself in a real relationship with him. We dont even try to date other people any more.
I am pretty sure we are in love. We will probably go to hell but oh well.